The loneliness (solitudine)

I don't even know if he still thinks of me
Once he got on board that unforgiving train
I imagine that he whiled away the time
Through that cold grey morning and the city rain

Thinking of somebody else who'll run to him
Who'll ask him 'did you miss me?', 'maybe now and then'
Laughing he'll say well, he 'met this funny girl'
But 'just a summer think' he won't see her again

Oh, god! i hope i'm wrong, but i'm not feeling very strong
I've been so up and down, so sad,
So happy, feeling good and bad
I'm young, i'm old, i laugh, i cry
I tell the truth, but that's a lie
I've been so in and out, so wild,
So well behaved, so pure defiled
Oh, solitudine!
That word i hate to say

And no, i was not crazy to do what we did
I even wish i'd been a bit more crazy still
And kept a little more of him to see my through
He loved me all he could, i never had my fill

And then i'm back inside my room, he knows so well
I fell again the way he moved i take it slow
I talk to him and he becomes part of me
And then i know he'll never let the summer go

Oh, god! i hope i'm right, i won't give in without a fight
And i can take the words they throw
At me for none of them could know
That we had something very few
Will ever find their whole life through
I wouldn't change a single day
Although the price i have to pay
Is solitudine
The loneliness is tearing me apart,
It tears me up, it pulls me down
And then it wraps around my heart

Oh, solitudine! does he remember all he said to me?
I've been so up and down, so sad,
So happy, feeling good and bad
I'm young, i'm old, i laugh, i cry
I tell the truth, but that's a lie
I've been so in and out, so wild,
So well behaved, so pure defiled

Oh, solitudine! does he remember all he said to me?
And i can take the words they throw
At me for none of them could know
That we had something very few
Will ever find their whole life through
I wouldn't change a single day
Although the price i have to pay
Is solitudine